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Bulimic Diana sits
With her mind on the scale
Another diet has failed
As she pinches at skin
Both peaked and pale

Bulimic Diana frets
Eroding away her nerves
Fixating on every curve
"Water and stale bread
Are more than I deserve"

She says she's done with
Purging and splurging
And starving and bingeing
And gagging and cringing and loathing
Her shape in the mirror
(Though time has been kind)
"If beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Then surely I must be blind"

Bulimic Diana cries
Oh, the turmoil she hides inside
A little everyday she dies
If only she would swallow some food
Instead of her pride

"Why must I be ugly
Slovenly and worthless
Bloated and coated
With pounds of demeaning cellulite?
Self-deprecation for attention
Repulsion that never ends
Will I ever feel secure
In my own skin?"
©2009 ~Viva-Hate
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This was the first thing I ever wrote...when I was two (not really)

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:iconautumn-cannibal:
I was gonna say, how many two year olds can spell cellulite? :) This is really powerful

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Cruciatus Animus, Pius Vates
:iconjimmylegs89:
this is probably the most real thing you've ever written. i'm touched by the piece because i used to be bulimic and i know exactly what you've described!
:iconiamvulnerable:
Stellar poem. Absolutley breath taking

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Don't ya know that we're screamin'
With a new set of lungs.

Don't ya know that we're screamin'
To stay hot in the scene.

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:iconviva-hate:
I don't know, I was a very impressive two year old...

Thank you very much...I am pleased to hear that.

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How do you start?
Where do you go?
Who do you need to know?
:iconviva-hate:
Thank you.

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When you want to live:
How do you start?
Where do you go?
Who do you need to know?
:iconviva-hate:
Thank you so very much. I'm really glad to see such praise from someone who actually can relate to what I'm talking about...

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When you want to live:
How do you start?
Where do you go?
Who do you need to know?
:iconautumn-cannibal:
no worries :)

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Cruciatus Animus, Pius Vates

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